even tho' today was quite emotional, starting with wierd vibes in the shops (blotchy face yet cheery smile; another one turned away as soon as i'd paid, so i had to put the stuff in a bag myself; finding the letter our dad had written to explain how mum died) i won at the races : got both winners and a place. it was funny looking back... but heh i dont mind where i am. at all. really. lol.